went to the Society last night, for the TNG invasion. I surprised myself and ended up having a blast-- haha, I mean, not that I expected to have a bad time, just that I didn't expect to leave as giddy as I did. XD
one thing I noticed, that I always notice when I'm at kink events, and then always forget about: the atmosphere of just... unabashed, joyful sexuality. Everyone, regardless of age or how they look or whatever, is accepted as a sexual person. and we're all cracking jokes about it, and talking about flogging is normal. it's something I don't experience often, but it's just so... so awesome.
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
Friday, July 2, 2010
I Has a Play Partner
So, here's how Arel's sex life suddenly took a turn for the awesome!
Not having gotten any for about a month and a half (not even vanilla sex! and it starts to get to me after three weeks!), I had the day off of work and was browsing fetlife. I happened upon an event listing for the local TNG munch that was meeting in three hours, so I psyched myself up and went! I met a bunch of sexy people there and friended one of them on fetlife, and he shortly messaged me saying he was interested in hypnotizing me.
Kind of a hard offer to turn down, you know? ;p Nah, I was good and took the appropriate precautions, found that he was not an axe murderer, and then awesome stuff happened.
Namely, I discovered that sensation play is really fucking awesome, and got my brains fucked out in a pleasant, if somewhat vanilla, fashion. :p Okay, and by "pleasant" I mean "really hot and omgIneededthat" fashion. And it was still kinda kinky, I was in an under-the-bed restraint thing for most of it. :p
I'm seeing him again on... tuesday? And I will most likely be getting hypnotized. By a real dom! I seriously cannot wait. Three days, but who's counting >.>
Not having gotten any for about a month and a half (not even vanilla sex! and it starts to get to me after three weeks!), I had the day off of work and was browsing fetlife. I happened upon an event listing for the local TNG munch that was meeting in three hours, so I psyched myself up and went! I met a bunch of sexy people there and friended one of them on fetlife, and he shortly messaged me saying he was interested in hypnotizing me.
Kind of a hard offer to turn down, you know? ;p Nah, I was good and took the appropriate precautions, found that he was not an axe murderer, and then awesome stuff happened.
Namely, I discovered that sensation play is really fucking awesome, and got my brains fucked out in a pleasant, if somewhat vanilla, fashion. :p Okay, and by "pleasant" I mean "really hot and omgIneededthat" fashion. And it was still kinda kinky, I was in an under-the-bed restraint thing for most of it. :p
I'm seeing him again on... tuesday? And I will most likely be getting hypnotized. By a real dom! I seriously cannot wait. Three days, but who's counting >.>
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Open-eye trances
So Nauzy's gotten good enough to do pretty hot eye-focus inductions. Or, you know, something resembling them; I go under so fast I'm not sure it's fair to call it an induction. :p
The other day he put me under and told me to keep my eyes open, and it was awesome. It was quite different from an eyes-closed trance. Since I'm not used to being under with my eyes open (I associate open eyes with being awake), I found I had to focus quite a bit on staying under, which worked nicely because it tied up most of my conscious mind, and left my subconscious mind free to take suggestions. I rather like the way hypnotized people in movies and such sometimes have blank, open eyes, and Nauzy seems to like that look as well. :p A+; will try again.
In other news, we finally made it to the erotic hypnosis munch in Boston, and got to meet many excellent people I'm sure I'll get to know well, once we can make it out again.
Back to sexy things, he pulled off a really, really hot... I don't know what to call it. I was mostly awake, lying down (I say "mostly," because he put on his Voice and I wavered a bit). I didn't want to get up. He was sitting next to me, murmuring in my ear something about how he may or may not have given me a suggestion, but that I might just find myself sitting right up when he snapped his fingers.
"You didn't give me a suggestion like that," I said, smirking. "I'd remember it."
"Didn't I?" He raised his eyebrows. "But it doesn't matter if I did or if I didn't, because I think when I snap my fingers in a minute it'll be soo easy for you to sit right up," and in a minute, he snapped his fingers, and I sat up.
I honestly don't know what to call it, but the way he set it up and worded it was awesome, and perfect, and totally hot. And I told him so. :p And, of course, sitting up is probably a good thing to start with if he's going to be making me do things on command. Positive reinforcement and all that, and sitting up doesn't have any of the "humiliating trick" associations I make with some common suggestions (forgetting a number, for example. I'm not sure if you could convince me to forget a number, then wake me up and make me count. Maybe if I went really deep, and it was in private, and we'd agreed to it beforehand). I digress. It was excellent. I definitely want more of those, whatever we call them.
Interestingly, though, and probably because I was awake when he started: I made a semi-conscious decision in the very back of my head to comply with what he wanted after I knew what it was. It was like, "sitting up? Oh, I can do that, no problem. But will I?" And I left some suspense for myself. It made me feel a little like I had too much control over the situation-- after all, I know I could've said "no, I won't do that, Nauzy," and, you know, not done it. I kind of crave not having a choice in obeying commands, and fear it very much; enough, I guess, that I run suggestions by myself before I accept them, both on a conscious and subconscious level.
....you know, which is kind of the point; that's what's supposed to happen, after all. So maybe it's not that wierd, anyways. I just wish I wasn't aware of it as much as I am, and I wist I wouldn't start, when I'm under and he gives me a suggestion, and contemplate what he's saying. Maybe we can avoid that if he's more subtle with the way he puts in suggestions. Hmmm.
The other day he put me under and told me to keep my eyes open, and it was awesome. It was quite different from an eyes-closed trance. Since I'm not used to being under with my eyes open (I associate open eyes with being awake), I found I had to focus quite a bit on staying under, which worked nicely because it tied up most of my conscious mind, and left my subconscious mind free to take suggestions. I rather like the way hypnotized people in movies and such sometimes have blank, open eyes, and Nauzy seems to like that look as well. :p A+; will try again.
In other news, we finally made it to the erotic hypnosis munch in Boston, and got to meet many excellent people I'm sure I'll get to know well, once we can make it out again.
Back to sexy things, he pulled off a really, really hot... I don't know what to call it. I was mostly awake, lying down (I say "mostly," because he put on his Voice and I wavered a bit). I didn't want to get up. He was sitting next to me, murmuring in my ear something about how he may or may not have given me a suggestion, but that I might just find myself sitting right up when he snapped his fingers.
"You didn't give me a suggestion like that," I said, smirking. "I'd remember it."
"Didn't I?" He raised his eyebrows. "But it doesn't matter if I did or if I didn't, because I think when I snap my fingers in a minute it'll be soo easy for you to sit right up," and in a minute, he snapped his fingers, and I sat up.
I honestly don't know what to call it, but the way he set it up and worded it was awesome, and perfect, and totally hot. And I told him so. :p And, of course, sitting up is probably a good thing to start with if he's going to be making me do things on command. Positive reinforcement and all that, and sitting up doesn't have any of the "humiliating trick" associations I make with some common suggestions (forgetting a number, for example. I'm not sure if you could convince me to forget a number, then wake me up and make me count. Maybe if I went really deep, and it was in private, and we'd agreed to it beforehand). I digress. It was excellent. I definitely want more of those, whatever we call them.
Interestingly, though, and probably because I was awake when he started: I made a semi-conscious decision in the very back of my head to comply with what he wanted after I knew what it was. It was like, "sitting up? Oh, I can do that, no problem. But will I?" And I left some suspense for myself. It made me feel a little like I had too much control over the situation-- after all, I know I could've said "no, I won't do that, Nauzy," and, you know, not done it. I kind of crave not having a choice in obeying commands, and fear it very much; enough, I guess, that I run suggestions by myself before I accept them, both on a conscious and subconscious level.
....you know, which is kind of the point; that's what's supposed to happen, after all. So maybe it's not that wierd, anyways. I just wish I wasn't aware of it as much as I am, and I wist I wouldn't start, when I'm under and he gives me a suggestion, and contemplate what he's saying. Maybe we can avoid that if he's more subtle with the way he puts in suggestions. Hmmm.
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